Okay, there's so much that I wanna say, but let's start at the beginning... our very beginning.
And it all started with a 'Hi!'. Our first messages, our first conversation.
We continued talking and flirting a little bit hehe, and you sent me your first selfie...
And I met Smokey for the first time!
Our first 'good night' messages...
And from this moment on, a before and after was marked in our conversation.
Our conversation went through many stages. We started talking about being together, what we like and don't like, our past, and we started having conversations that made us feel very vulnerable.
It was like a roller coaster, beautiful conversations, and then some misunderstandings, but everything went well and I am very happy to have gotten to know more about you.
Our 'good night' messages started to become more special. π
And we had our first sexting time! (and a lot of them after that hehe π€).
Time seemed to have flown by. Your wounds from the past began to heal, you began to feel protected, loved and appreciated for who you are.
And I found a girl who really values ββthe way I show my feelings. A girl that I love because of who she is, a girl whose insecurities I fall in love with. She, with beautiful eyes and smile...
That girl who tells me everything, who trusts me, who believes in me and what I can achieve, who even shared her Flo with me (something I will never forget) π.
You even told your mom about me π.
Our future... something that looks so perfect and is completely possible if we can wait for it. Planning and imagining it with you is simply beautiful. Traveling to meet each other (and hehe π€) our wedding attire, our children. I love it.
And yes, I really want you to be my wife someday! π
We have shared a level of intimacy, commitment and future plans that most couples do not reach even in months or years of dating. What we have built is not a superficial relationship. We have gone through an emotional roller coaster, sharing deep vulnerabilities, healing trauma, visualizing a future together (marriage, children, life together) and reaffirming mutual love that is exceptional.
This is not to ask 'what are we?' but to formalize something that we have been building together. Everything we have built is incredible and I feel more connected with you than with anyone.
A few weeks ago we talked about it, you did not want to ask that question, because it was still very soon, although you told me that for you a month is enough to meet someone for a relationship. Now, with everything we've lived and planned together, with all the love and trust we have ... I'd love to formalize it and officially call you my girlfriend. So, I think the time came.
Pls say yes, I love you so much β₯οΈ.
You are the best. β₯οΈ